5th of April is in two days time. And while that may be a normal day for everyone else its a day I normally find myself breaking down. See it was this day that I was told I was going to be a Dad. I wish that the coming days would come and go smoothly but it didn’t. Instead I lost my daughter and no amount of pain can and will ever compare to it. It will be ten years on Friday and I don’t know what to do. Smile, cry, rage … I don’t know but one thing I do know is I’ll always miss her.