So yeah no real change in my life and its still been a bit shit. Also realized they changed wordpress which has made it feel … Well fresh if you will. Anyway my ex normally makes me feel bad by saying you not talking to me or either she’s in pain and nothing I can do. Why it does bother me so much still? Well because I do care and despite that it’s not really nice hearing someone in the pain they are in and I sometimes wish I could do more but I can’t.