I’m lost again in the void of darkness where it feels like my world has crashed. Two funerals in one month it’s just fucking insane and I dunno what to say or do anymore. Cancer once again taken two members of my family this month. One with Sarcoma the other with the cancer that is also growing so fast that it they have weeks left to live. It’s the worst thing ever and I don’t know what to say or do. My head is running around with so many questions that I can’t keep up. I need some time alone everyone and I’ll try update when I can. Sorry.