In two minds

For the longest time I been wanting to go back to work in the hospital and now I got the chance to. But then why do I feel that it’s not what I want anymore? I just feel unhappy and I’m going to be taking a test to see if I can get in but… To put it in others words, it feels like having an affair. I may fail it and not get it which would be okay I guess. I been training up to be a Peer supporter and I got my essays to do still plus another job form to do that is in line with it. It’s like deep down I know it’s not what I want but for the sake of having money I’m taking it. So I’m asking world what would you do if you was me? Would you take it or leave it?

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